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I procrastinate. I take photographs. I draw. I dream big.

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I'm through with doubt9:41 AM

My love for Sex and the City and Annie Leibovitz explains this blog post here.

I'm through with doubt2:51 AM

I miss school the most. School is awesome.

I'm through with doubt11:47 AM

I was channeling Hiawatha.

When I was young, my mom would read me this book called, " Young Hiawatha". Don't ask me now what the story is about because I vaguely remember. I always thought Hiawatha is a girl so recently I wikied Hiawatha and lo and behold, Hiawatha is a boy. I've been duped. Oh well, Hiawatha will always be a girl to me.

I'm through with doubt12:06 PM

NAD fat cat and Amalina the crazy.

Nadiah got into ScreenBox productions, must be earning alot now being a media person. As usual, when holidays come, Zin flies off to Dubai where her dad is staying. I WANT THOSE FALAFELS, ZIN! and while she's on the plane, I am where I'm usually at, on the couch watching some tv show.

Lets face it, Im a big tv show junkie. Honestly, I rather stay at home, spoiling my eyes looking at the bright laptop monitor than say, spoiling my liver somewhere partying. I know, I know, its boring. And yes, I might end up old and alone with 20 cats. I can't help it, its addictive The last time after I've watched all seven seasons of Gilmore girls (within two weeks, if I may add), I had withdrawal syndromes like extreme exhaustion. You know there's something wrong when you experience such a thing. Also, you obsess about certain characters. The last time I watched Gossip Girl, I was obsessed with Chuck, the-hot-homo. Then when i watched The L word, It was Shane, mind you shane's a she.

I guess I rather risk my 20/20 eyesight than having someone help me on my feet on some random road, drunk out of my skull. Yes, being a couch potato is unhealthy, but when I think about it, I still need my liver to help me process the huge amount of energy/sugary drinks I knock down everyday. The last time on my drunken stupor, I became a human projectile. I think Im over all that extensive partying, at least for now.







IVE WATCHED (in alphabetical order because I'm anal like that.)

Bones
Criminal Minds
Entourage
Gilmore girls
Gossip Girl
Grey's anatomy
Heroes
House MD
One tree hill
Scrubs
Sex and the City
The L Word
The OC
Ugly Betty
Weeds

I'm through with doubt8:22 AM

Long hours, minimum wage. Oh isn't life wonderful? Somehow I miss using a pen. I use the camera more often than the pen. I hate blue-inked pens for a reason. When I look at something being written in blue ink, the words seemed to be looking at me condescendingly. Black-inked words are friends, even capital letters. You've just wasted the last ten seconds of your life. I was just humoring myself.

This is getting pointless. This is getting pointless. This is getting pointless. Repeat that for another 20 times and it'll form a paragraph.

Im bored.

I'm through with doubt10:14 AM

Its always the case. Im always procrastinating and making up excuses so I dont have to do certain things. Even school work. I always think, " oh well, I always have another day." and the day i end up doing it is the day before submission or I dont even do it at all. The worst is over few weeks back. Assessment is evil and red bull helps if you go through three days with only two hours of sleep.

I have been reading more about photography techniques/ camera knowledge online and in magazines. I was amazed at how difficult it is to comprehend alone. I have to do this myself cause if I wait for the teachers in school to teach me properly, I'll be 40 by the time I master certain techniques. I have been scouting for unused areas I can use in my photoshoots. This time, I am gonna make something productive of my super long holiday. And Im looking for second hand mint condition Canon lenses. The only problem as usual is money. I dont think Im gonna use my savings for this so Im gonna put my minimum wage of being a coffee maker to good use.

But if all else fails, I guess I could start a "HELP FITRI BUY A LENSE FUND".

I'm through with doubt10:47 AM

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I'm through with doubt11:31 AM